I thought I had finally met the love of my life, Steven J. Krantz. He said he was going through divorce which would end in a few weeks. He emphasized that he would always love his wife, but he really was not in love with her. He actually said he loved me and asked permission to enter my love. I was hesitant, but he re-assured me he cared. He appears to be the ideal professional. He is the vice president of his company's IT department The company, Cymetrix Corporation, customizes technology to assist hospitals in coordinating their revenue cycles. The corporate office is in Irvine, California. Actually, Steve is a sociopath who lies and manipulates. He does not care about what happens after he has done all his misdeeds. Basically he is not a nice man. He is a selfish little boy, who is only going through the motions of being a man. He will never emotionally grow up. Plus he is a master manipulator. He never fully explained the status of his divorce/marriage to his wife Kimberly. Kimberly is the Senior Communications Manager for Boeing, in Seal Beach, CA. He also was upset that I discovered he had a girlfriend of 10 years named Lori Reattoire, who lives in Opal, Virginia. I am actually ten years older than she is, but one would think by appearance that I am ten years younger. Yes, I was hurt when Steve did not talk to me, and he seemed concerned that I knew about this Lori. I had feelings for him that were real. They were real because, Steve had expressed his unconditional love for me. He asked permission to enter my life and said he would always love me forever. I was what he really wanted in his life. I have had two people who with no compassion tell me to move on, his sister, who happens to be named Laurie, and the other a friend. Yes, I called Steve, but I was trying to set the record straight about his sexual activities, since I discovered he had several ads on Gay Men’s sites.On one in addition to his profile and photograph, he posted a picture of his penis. His boss a Sr. Vice President knows about Steve's behavior, but as we know White Guys in the "Good Old Boy Network" get away with outlandish and immoral behavior. His wife Kimberly also knows because I mailed the pictures I found on the Internet to her job at Boeing. Because, of the uncertainty, it is necessary for me to undergo AIDS testing, for another three months. This has been such a horrific experience, that I have had panic attacks and been treated by a doctor. I never suffered from them in the past. I hope that I will be fine. These uncaring people including Steve or Stratsteve, his user name on many websites, do not realize that AIDS is a life threatening disease that will kill you. I am dealing with Stratsteve, a man who I did not know, not Steve the loving, kind man who held me in his arms.