Preface

To my friends,family,and others:
Thank you for giving me strength during this horrible experience. Your love and understanding will always be appreciated. I had some very dark moments. It was very demanding emotionally learning that Steven John Krantz,the man I loved, had very explicit profiles on several men's gay web sites. On one site he had a regular photograph and a picture of his penis , hanging out of his pants.Also he was married to Kimberly Krantz,who has a high profile manager's position with Boeing. I guess she doesn't care about his affairs as long has she is taken care of financially. His girlfriend, Lori Reattoire, of Opal, VA, had a picture of them together with no clothes, on her MySpace page.
I discovered later that she is just "one of many" women he has had ongoing affairs. Considering he was married, he had no reservations about his indiscretions. People forget that once you have been on the Internet, a footprint is left. There is software to find you.

I exposed raw emotions,which at times frightened me. I discovered who were real friends and who cared about me. I learned how someone who once cared for me became an enemy because he has not resolved the demons within himself. All he had to do was just talk to me about what was really going on within him. I was a woman who totally loved him and wanted to see him happy. I have no regrets about having him in my life.The man I knew was incredible and the most interesting I have ever met. Maybe one day Steven John Krantz will have redemption from a soul that is empty.

To Steven John Krantz:
Do you participate in sexual fantasy roles and you do not care how you fulfill them? Are you and Lori Reattoire (Opal or Manassas, VA)involved with swingers. Are you involved with hookers, who contacted you via the Internet? I have talked with professionals who have analyzed human behavior for years. They have warned me about sociopaths,like you and how your kind cannot be trusted. You took my Trust and Loyalty,and treated them like garbage. You did not talk to me face to face so that I could express my feelings. Yes,I am angry with you. I have the right to feel that way. It took a while for me to feel that fire. You are a selfish and manipulative person who only wants self-gratification. Your sister intervenes so that you don't have to be personally accountable for your actions. She does not let you be a mature grownup man. Basically,you are a "bad" man.

To Lori Reattoire,(Steve's girlfriend/mistress of 7 years):
It's about time that you find a man of your own. You are just one of many. Steve has you trained to obey and to do his fetching ,just like the two dogs he owns (Sport and George). Again this is the way a sociopath like Steve manipulates people. He gets them to do his dirty work and evil deeds. He does not have the balls to confront me personally but has used you or involved his busy body sister Laurie Krantz to contact me with nasty remarks.


JP
Long Beach, CA
July 2008